Not A Great Deal

Hey peeps,I’m about to start having intensive revision in preparation for my retake o level… so annoying. For the next 4 month, I’m gonna have back my Starbucks and MacDonald coffee craze hahahaha other than that, I’m just hoping to get at least B3 for all the three subject I’m retaking . Honestly, I’m not sure if I’m able to make it but i’m gonna chiong for it. If I were to say I have never regret retaking o level , it will be a lie cos its back to the tedious sleepless night again.. but I’m also glad i retook it because I get to make an awesome friend. 😀

So let’s see, every week i will drink at least 2 coffee 😐 deosn’t sound ideal for my stomach but i have to do it because its my precious money I’m using to pay for my school fee 😦  If i had not used m money to pay the fee, i would have bought myself a Perlini Bag for myself :/ but whatever, this is a must go through process. The thought of having to be a bookworm again is making me so tired … hmmmm i just hope i can meet up my secdary school friend asap.. missing those lapek time we had….hahahaha oh ya, I’m going to Adventure Cove this Sunday but too bad, i doubt i will be taking any pic cos i know its gonna be an awful experience… 😐 okay lemme end this post which i have not been posting for months with a quote to welcome the exam spirit hahahaha peace! 😀Not A Great Deal


How’s life going?

What’s up peeps? So, it’s been 1 month school started for me as a Private O Level Candidate. I have to say that it’s not easy to get along with the other classmate at first but over time, we cracked joke about other student, laugh together and share our opinion together. I am really proud to say that I won’t regret this decision. The notes are easily understandable ,teacher are pretty cordial I have to say.They aren’t the regular teacher who you see everyday in school, they make sure you understand a certain topic before moving on to the next topic. Having regular test to check our progress, giving lots of practice for us to get it right. It’s really an ideal learning environment for me. 😀 Not to forget, the registration period has started for Private O Level Candidate and i successfully registered for it. Now, I’m left with the payment to make. Woohoo ! XD oh yes, I must mention this. I met this girl who have the same goal as me when I’m schooling. We both caught up real well as there are many similarities between us. Really glad I met her for this year. Though it’s just a year, but without her, I don’t think I can communicate well with my classmates. Thanks for being by my side these time and cheers to our new found friendship! Emoji can’t describe how happy I am knowing you.

School aside, finally after umpteen  attempt to organize a class outing for 3N2,4N2 and 5N2. The former vice-chairman finally did it. Happy for her, my friend indeed .Other than that, though the outing has only 14 people out of the total class of 21 (for 5N2) or even 41(for 3N2 and 4N2) who attend, it’s actually not bad since our form teacher treating us 10 buck off our meal each. hahahaha okay okay I’m a glutton. I ordered off the menu despite that there is promotion going on for eating at Manhattan Fish Market. Well, at least i paid the majority rather than letting her to pay the majority. 🙂 oh yes, our form teacher is finally a mother and she brought one of her twin along for the outing because her helper was on off day. Frankly speaking , her kid can be peaceful and cute for a minute and annoying the next minute. I think if my teacher were to bring her out for the next outing, I would like to try pacifying her kid. And yes, she made the outing an annual meeting for the class starting ever since right after we graduate. Job well done?

Honestly, I’ve been in good spirit after I met with her in school. I didn’t actually need to motivate myself like I used to do so everyday because it’s simply the way i wanted to live my life. 😀 But here’s one for you XD



Be Happy!

It’s been a few week after collecting my O level result. To be honest, I can’t get over it yet especially when I know that I’m so close to achieve my goal. Well whatever, I just wanna be happy now . Happy as in genuinely happy. I don’t want to fake a smile anymore because I’m tired, truly tired. I just wanna BE HAPPY!

Be Happy

What’s next?

So O level result was released on Monday, 11 Jan 2016 and I went down to my secondary school to collect my result (like what all the topical student does). And yes, it was mine turn to collect… before I even sat on that seat, I told myself NEVER to cry again. Apparently, that fail terribly though i tried to cover it up at first. Are you trying to think that I’m faking this? NO, I DIDN’T. I got the most terrible grade among my friend (if you don’t know, I’m usually better in studies than them)  So what next? I don’t know. They said I had this coming because I got complacent after mid year (that’s when I got accepted for DPA interview, got offered for Interior Design in SP and even got transfer to another class for math- what they called the potential distinction class)  Guessing my grade now?  I got E8 for 3 subject – the core subject: English, Elective Mathematics and Science. My Second attempt for Chinese wasn’t that bad,it improve by one grade which gave me a B4 with distinction . I obtained the same grade for my favorite subject too – Design and Technology  which was kind of disappointing (was actually hoping for a B3 or A2) and of course the most hated subject of mine since Sec 3 , Combined Humanities (Geo & SS) got F9. I was expecting this F9 though since i hated the subject so much that I skip school that start with those lesson (honestly I didn’t skip, I just turn up late for school every time there’s such lesson at the beginning of the day ) So there was like 5 teacher standing around the desk when I was collecting it. I tried holding back my tears when my teacher said that I was only eligible for NITEC. Within 10 seconds, my tears just flow down like a river.

Like honestly, I never think of ITE as my choice to begin with. Even if I did, at least design courses and that’s all but it wasn’t part of the option that were offered to me. Even the requirement for Interior Design in SP was so close like really really really close just a grade away for English and Math and then I found out that my DPA application was revoke later that day. This make me feel more shitty about myself. What can I do? I couldn’t think straight back then and right now.  Why do these happened ? I have even completed the DPA admission procedure as indicated. Right now, I just feel like clubbing to let off my feeling that is bottle up so tightly. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA JOKE still underage. Whatever gonna figure out life.


Life goes on

It’s going to be a new year soon. Get ready to embrace it with smile, love and laughter ! Things aren’t going to end in 2015. No matter what happen, always look up. Simply because you might miss looking at a rainbow while facing your worries. Always remember this : There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. 😀20151230_215821.jpg

Though things changes ,I still pray that we are still possible to be together. 在这个夜晚,虽然情况变,我仍然希望你还爱我.

I know that things are over between us but I’m still looking up the sky for that tiny little hope. As long as I continue looking up, I am not giving up.

Here wishing you a Happy New Year and a new vibe coming along! ❤

Who am I?

I’m Amiki,just an ordinary girl in Singapore. A girl nobody notice about,not a single soul care about,not the girl everyone like either. Who am i? A day in life is slow and painful in her life, but however, people sees her as a strong individual. She’s always that girl that felt left out in social event. She always think about who she really is… who am i

The girl who always wonder why everyone enjoying their life,travelling around the world is trying to be who she really is. I am going to believe that one day, I will be the girl everyone wonders about and helping out people who are less fortunate than her. You can say that she just believe in herself, believing she can make things better.